I don’t even know it words “Future” and “Us” could be exist. This could be any kind of us. First.. You shouldn’t doubt me for what I had felt along this time, Although I know you didn’t feel it the same way Or you still find it hard to understand Whether this feeling is only for you Or this is just something I did to everyone..
However Time Gonna walk passing every moment we left behind whether we gonna pass it right next to each other Or It just passing right in the midst of us Which means Distance and we’re NOT stay right beside each other.
So, Dear future Us..
I hope you guys could be just fine with each other. I believe that in the future we gonna think back and wondering why it didn’t work? Especially, me. I’m gonna really wonder Why it never work And How the result can betray My best efforts along this time? If it really never work I promise to go and chase my dream as far as I can. Probably Go to the land where I can never get to see you and Where I am absolutely a stranger . Somewhere I could really enjoy myself ,my career , And My successful life .
I know sometimes we or at least me Will ever wonder about each other Maybe there’ll be a seconds of “I can’t get my focus” While I am working Because piece of My heart still missing that dimple
or the worse, I still wishing To touch your jawline Or your body right beside me.
Sometimes it’s funny how timing really Important. How even when i’ve considered as long as I can To get you the right timing But the timing still can’t be right .
I wish in the future you can absolutely figure out That everything had happened is a memory Although there will be No future us At least I have tried to be sticky to your mind Although I’m not gonna be there in your future But I’ll be there within the moments i hope you’ll remember And now I am wise enough to accept That it was enough
See you on top ^_^
the 2015 me